after the haze of last night... the morning after is always a contemplative one.... it makes me reflect.... makes me think of the past, the future... and how it all fits....
in the midst of these thoughts someone asked me today what i wanted.... what i've always wanted....
in it's process i couldn't help but think of how i got here... nascent notions, progression, the inherent loss tied to holding on.. and it's perpetual cycle....
the only conclusion i've always come to is, i don't regret any decision i've made up unto this point.....
and yet.... still... at the end of the day i would trade it all for a best friend...
a walk... an extended conversation... an unending dialogue... an ellipsis...
a continuation that didn't lead to empty cul-de-sacs and unsurmountable walls....
maybe she was right, i do hate repeating myself.
maybe he was right... maybe i should make a list.
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